20081226

Save Me?

..excuse the commerical ..couldn't find it on youtube..








... who's going to save my soul now....

20081215

Stop The Music

... Okay ...umm so after laughing at myself for the last week .. I glad that I can laugh at someone else today... I got my 7 giggles off!!



..who ever told Kanye to sing should be fired! && beat up in the parking lot! ... No for real... this is bad... ... I don't think I was not the only one Punk'd this week...



you know... if I look close... I think I see Ashton..... hmmm...





Update:: ...So I guess Kanye didn't like being laughed at so much... they pulled all the videos off YouTube and AOL video... spoiled sport!!! ... If you saw it... you still have memories to laugh at... I still giggle to myself every now and then...

20081212

I've been PUNK'D

... so its ironic that I'm writing about this just 4 days after I wrote my letter to my haters...smh... well believe me... what you will read below, you will not believe... I hardly believe it happened... I feel like I've been PUNK'D... I've been waiting for Ashton and the camera crew all day!...smh

..oh and if you don't have a lot of time.. read it later because this WILL be long!

Okay so let me start with giving you the characters first, it will probably be easier to understand... Because this is a VERY confusing story.

..So about 2 months ago after I broke up with my ex of a year and 1/2... very hard break up... my good friend Xenie introduced me to her friend Tasha.


NaTasha Lynn Robinson


My friend Xenie had known Tasha for a year and over the last year I remember seeing comments from Tasha on Xenie's Myspace now and then.

Long story short I started talking to Tasha on the AIM and then eventually on the phone everyday. We had a good vibe and she had great conversation. She was very smart, obviously very attractive and sweet and affection ... damn near perfect.. While talking to her and sharing life stories and random small talk I learned of some friends and family


From left to right: Her daughter Amaya, Amaya's Mother Priscilla, Tasha's cousin Reesee, her friend and co-worker Traci and her Ex-Girlfriend but still friend Gabby


So over the next couple of weeks Tasha and I got very close. If we weren't on the phone we were texting each other. She even asked me to make a background for her myspace of me....



So we decided it was time to meet. I started talking to her cousin Reese who lived in Phoenix, AZ every now and then and saying hi to Amaya anytime I heard her little voice. So she booked a ticket for December 7th to December 14th. But before that day come weird things started happening...


First Tasha's friend Traci gets into it with her husband... I was told the husband was jealous of Traci and Tasha's relationship and came home drunk and beat Traci up...



{White bubbles are Tasha's text messages, Green are my replies}

So I was told Traci would be staying at Tasha's house until see works it out with her husband. Nothing more changed, continued to talk to her everyday and I even talked to Amaya a couple of times... so the day before Tasha's flight I don't hear from her for a couple hours... which wasn't normal because I talked to her every hour on the hour or at least got a text... so the next thing that happens was I got a text message from Traci on Tasha's phone...








So at this point I'm freaked out... I had no idea she had epilepsy and I was so afraid that she wouldn't be okay... it was the longest night I've had in a long time... the next morning I finally heard from Tasha. I was soooooo relieved...





...so everything seemed to calm down. She was taking her medication and was feeling better. And INSISTED on still flying out to CA for a visit. Knowing after the talking to her for this long, it was impossible to argue with her... so she said that she was going to get on the next flight at 7:45am in the morning and land in Sacramento at around 11:40am. So ..... 11:40 came and went... then 1pm...2pm...3pm...4pm....5pm and I started to worry. Every bad thought of her having a seizure somewhere or passing out in the airport and let me tell you... I was freaking out... so around 7pm her cousin Reese calls me and asked if Tasha was with me because she had been texting and called her and she wasn't replying.

Now I wasn't panicked alone, Reesee and I started looking for where Tasha could be... we called SouthWest to try and see if she boarded the plane... paged her in the airports, called all the hospitals in Sacramento and could not find her... I was in PIECES! ...so I was laying in my bed wide awake with no chance of sleeping, all I could do is think about what could have happened to her. As I laid there and wondered I got a text message...







...OMG was I losing it... I felt so responsible... she got into a car accident on her way to the airport to see me! OMG! I was losing my mind and I felt horrible!! So the next day I'm cleaning my house trying to keep my mind off Tasha being in the hospital. So while I was keeping my mind busy the phone rings... its Tasha! She sounded so tired and beat up... She said she was really soar and wanted to see me. She didn't want to be in the hospital by herself because all her family were in Chicago and she was all alone. She pleaded with me to come be with her in the hospital. Feeling a little responsble for her accident, I tell her I'm going to come. I called and talked to Reese, who said she was going to drive down and meet me in San Antonio and we would go to the hospital together.



So I book my ticket, take care of the kids and get a dog sitter. I wake up at 3am to get on the flight on 7:45am to arrive in San Antonio around 1pm. So as soon as I land I call Reese and tell her I'm there. She told me she was going to be there in two hours and that she would have Gabby call or text me and if she ran into traffic Gabby could jus meet up with me and take me to the hospital. So I got my bags and I waited... no call from Gabby... and I waited... no call from Reese.. 2 hours go by and I hadn't heard from anyone. I called Reese's home phone... no answer... I call her cell, it was off... so I continued to wait...

and wait...

...and wait!

Four hours went by and I was panicked hoping that Tasha didn't get worse and thats why no one has called me. So I started trying to figure out what my options were... So I thought I'll find the hospital, find her room and call a cab and jus go up there and hope for the best.
So I call the North East Methodist hospital from one of the courtesy phones and ask for NaTasha Robinson's room... the operator tells me.. no Natasha there... no one by the name Robinson under 70 y/o either. The operator suggests for me to call North East Baptist hospital... maybe it was a mix up... so I call there... No NaTasha Robinson... so I call hospital, after hospital, after hospital ... NO NATASHA ROBINSON!

I called EMS to see if I could get any information on accidents that someone needed transport that day... no accidents matching the description... so there I was... stuck in the airport, with no information about where Tasha is and I was very very tired... so I tried the last resort... MYSPACE

So I send a message to Priscilla, Reese and the supposedly crazy ex girlfriend Des pleading that someone could give me info so i can just find Tasha and make sure she's still alive...

A hour later Des calls me... I plead with her to give me any info she has so I can find Tasha at the hospital thinking that she didn't like me but I didnt care I just wanted to find Tasha with any information that Des "the crazy ex-girlfriend" could give me... soooooo yea.... here is where the Punk'd part you've all be waiting for comes in..
DES HAD NEVER MET TASHA!!!
She said that every time she tried to meet with her something always happened... and she even told me that Tasha had a seizure one of the times they were supposed to meet... I spent the next hour talking to Des about all the lies and mismatched information that "Tasha" has told us both.

..after my heart started beating again and my face stopped burning from crying I started putting my plan together. I booked the earliest flight back to CA and tried to stay calm...unfortunately there was no flights leaving back to Cali until early the next morning... to afarid to go to a hotel alone (very bad
life changing experience once) I was faced with staying in the airport over night...

I sat in the airport seat that had gotten very uncomfortable for sitting there off and on for now 10 hours. 20 mins later my iPhone rings and it was Des... and she offered to pick me up ... I love her now lol She picked me up from the airport with her roommate, we stopped at McDonald's and we back to their apartment. We sat there over our 10 piece McNuggets trying to find the humor in the last 12 hours... at that point I was just waiting for the camera crew to come out and everyone laughing and pointing at me... I knew I had been Punk'd and jus wanted to laugh at myself and accept it...


But wait! it gets better...

So as we sat there after an hour or so trying to cheer each other up, my phone rings with a Blocked number... I knew it was going to be some bullshit but I answered anyway... and not to my surprise it was "Traci" and before I knew it I was screaming at her... she calmly says "Oh, you don't know?" and then she starts crying!!! .. ... and goes on to explain that "Tasha" didn't make it. That "Tasha" passed away... WTF! As if feeling like a complete asshole for falling for the whole game but you want to add insult to injury and call in DEAD! Bitch, are you for real?!!! I tried to remain as calm as possible without screaming at the top of my lungs at this chick as she told me while "Tasha" was in surgery they couldn't stop the bleeding from her lungs (from the accident) and she passed away at 1:47pm... okay look... who the FUCK calls someone and tells them that their friend is dead AND knows the exact time?! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS BITCH?! OMG!! I was a fool for a moment but not for that fucking long! So needless to say I was beyond pissed and before I could start cussing "Traci" or whoever was on my phone the call dropped... conveniently...

... I have faced the fact that I've been Punk'd... bamboozled... hornswoggled... hoodwinked...



But... those that know me... know I couldn't just let it go like that... of course not...

I have since found out that the pictures where stolen from a 21 y/o stud in ATL named Melissia aka Lissa ... and she is too cute btw... anyway... the picture used for "Traci" was a random friend on her Lissa's downelink page!! ... and "Gabby" was actually a ex-girlfriend of Lissa's but "Gabby" wasn't her name
...

...still have no idea if Amaya is "Tasha's" daughter... I do remember Amaya calling her mommy all the time but more likely than not the pictures of Amaya aren't real either...

That jus leaves Pricilla and Reese...

I have no idea if Pricilla is real or not but of course at this point I'm pretty sure she isn't... and the pictures where jus stolen from someone random too...

Reese... she is real... and she may be the one behind all this unnecessary bullshit...


I had sent a email to "Tasha's" phone and I remember the email being reesee81@pm.sprint.com... I didn't think much of it but now... hmm... so "Tasha" told me her mother's name was Rosyln Minor and her cellphone (210-875-4978) was under her mother name.... So I searched the internet for info on Rosyln and found that Maurisha is her daughter. Reese is short for Maurisha... and when I called Reese's house phone she states that you reached the home of "Maurisha, Nicole,..." then I did a reverse look up on Reese's house phone number and it came up Maurisha Minor in Phoenix, AZ... then... I was able to trace one of the emails "Tasha" had sent me a while back and got an IP address (70.190.134.191)... I did trace and came up with Phoenix, AZ... so with that information I traced it to Maurisha may have another last name... Martin and I was able to find out that her home service is by Cox Communication... its AMAZING what you can find out on the Internet... hmm.. I wonder what I'm going to do with all this information once I get over the shock of being Punk'd... hmmm....





...smh

...from now on.. I need Proof pictures before I even give my AIM out...smh... maybe even pictures with random flavors of Skittle bags...



20081208

*waves* Hater!

Hi, Hater!

... Yes you...

Of course I'm talking to you!

I just wanted to take time out of my busy day and give you a shot out. You know... it used to frustrate me how you have to criticize everything that I do, always have my name in your mouth and your always concerned with what I'm doing and who I'm with... But I realized, you make me who I am... If I didn't have haters where would I be?! Without you, who would keep me popular? Who would inspire to go to the gym and keep this 36DD-24-42 body... who would inspire me to always step out the house looking fly, who would I laugh and point at for my own amusement and most importantly, who would I inspire to stay better than?! I mean, I WAS born better than you but what can I say, you keep me on my toes. So, to you Hater, I thank you! I wish I had more like you... I'm working on it though... and please, by all means keep the hate coming... it does help make me a better ME and well.. so much better than you *smile*




"Haters, if you don't have anyone to hate, feel free to hate on me" - Katt Williams



"Hate on me" - Jill Scott

Hush!





I guess she didn't like the song I was singing...









"She wants to move" - N.E.R.D.

20081206

Real Sex

... since there is no such thing as real .:lesbian porn:. ...

..you really just have to appreciate scenes like this...



"She Hate Me"




❤ I'm so inspired ❤

20081204

iStalk

Do you ever wonder where your friends are when they don't answer a call or text messages? Or what your girlfriend is REALLY doing when she says she's at work?

Wonder no more!!




Now you can stalk your friends with your iPhone, iPod or Blackberry!

All you need is their phone number and you can find out where and what your friends are doing at anytime from anywhere!


Get the exact location WITH cross streets!




View a map that gives you the exact mileage they are away from you!




Leave them a nice message letting them know you know exactly what they are doing!



... don't worry lol if you want you can hide your location if you really want to.. but wheres the fun it that lol




"Every Little Step I Take" - Bobby Brown

Insomnia





¤ And Ambien CR is starting not to work...


20081201

Listed

tis the season to start listing...




Erika Pendant
Adorable rhodium-plated robot pendant in Aurora Borealis, Blue Zircon, Lime, Carribean Blue Opal, Padparadscha and clear crystal, set in the Pointiage technique. The robot’s head, arms and legs are moveable.
$220.00
www.swarovski.com/




Noel Heel - Green
Brand: L.A.M.B.
Embrace mod and tribal trends this season with LAMB’s sexy gladiator sandal, Noel. This heel shows of bold geometric designs on the upper in mustard yellow patent leather, forest green suede, all accented with black and detailed with zig-zagged stitching that projects a tribal vibe. Finished with a zipper at the heel, LAMB’s logo on the zipper pull, and a 4 ½ inch stacked stiletto heel, Noel will have everyone going wild!
SKU: ZLAM066-6
$299.00
http://www.heels.com




Graphics Alive (Paperback)
by Victionary (Editor)
Ever imagine you're living in a world of graphic art and illustrations? This book takes you through a revelation where you'll discover the omnipresent power of graphics alive around us in our daily items like fashion, furniture, toys, household products and even wall papers, etc. From head to toe, from big to small, the survey comprises of study of top international brands to unique projects by up-and-coming designers.

$39.95
http://www.amazon.com




MacBook, 13-inch, Aluminum
Part Number: MB467LL/A
2.4GHz Intel Core 2 Duo
2GB 1066MHz DDR3 SDRAM - 2x1GB
250GB Serial ATA Drive @ 5400 rpm
SuperDrive 8x (DVD±R DL/DVD±RW/CD-RW)
Backlit Keyboard (English) / User's Guide
Accessory kit
$1,599.00
http://www.Apple.com





NeverMind MacBook Cover - GelaSkins
Removable art prints designed to fit the 13 " MacBook
3M Technology for easy, repositionable application, and clean removal with no residue
Durable scratch protection and customization for your laptop computer
The actual GelaSkin dimensions are: 12.4 x 8.5 " (315 x 217mm)

$29.95
http://www.Gelaskins.com




Cinnamon Roll Charm
Hand painted thick fluffy cinnimon roll dripping with sugary goodness! Smells so yummy!
Made to order!
Scent: Cinnamon roll.

$23.00
http://pancakemeow.com




Ed Hardy Jeans Carp
Size: 29
$150.00
Macy's





Tui Recipe for Gorgeous Hair
Tropical goodness, sweet smells and flower power blended together to leave you with happy, healthy hair. Gorgeous, darling!
Contents:
Tui Herbal Shampoo 8 oz.
Tui Hair Smoothie 8 oz.
Tui Leave-in Conditioner 8 oz.
Wooden Comb
$43.00
http://www.carolsdaughter.com




Adidas Silverstreak Low Limited Edition
Size: 9
$79.00
Urban Outfitters




Hello Kitty Diamonique Sterling Fantabulous Pave Pendant
Cat fancy. Hello Kitty(R) proves she's all grown up in this stunning pendant, set with round, pave Diamonique(R) simulated diamonds across her face. Pink Diamonique simulated diamonds frame the pretty kitty, while Diamonique simulated rubies and 14K rose gold plating decorate her bow. From Hello Kitty for Diamonique Jewelry.
* Includes pendant and adjustable chain
* Sterling silver, 14K yellow and rose gold plating
* Total Diamonique weights are approximate: Simulated colored diamond 1.80 carats; Simulated diamond 50 points
* 14K yellow gold-plated nose
* Black enamel stone eyes
* Finished under-gallery on back
* Approximate measurements: Pendant 1-3/8"L x 1"W; Chain 16"L to 18"L

$143.50
http://www.qvc.com




TI
Titanium drivers and unique detailing make the TI headphone a cut above. Every gourmet understands that food tastes better when it's made with quality ingredients. Even something as simple as a peanut butter sandwich tastes better without hair from a public shower drain on it.
$79.00
http://www.skullcandy.com

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..A Diva can dream... can't I...


"Diva" - Beyonce