The last that wants first

{A letter from the Ms. Last to Ms. Next]

*In the point of view of Ms. Last.. for the slow people... obviously I'm Ms. Next*

Dear Ms. Next,

I know I shouldn't be mad at you but I am. I really can't help myself. But you need to know, you wouldn't be here if it wasn't for us breaking up. I had her first, remember that. She was in my life for years and she's still mine. I can still push her buttons and make her lips turn red.. you know that deep deep pink from angrier. Yea, I still got it. She reacts to me this way because she still loves me, right? Well either way.. I still have that power over her.. I pull at heart string for the hell of it because .. well because I can. I know that I can never be the woman she really wants but I don't want anyone else to have her. I was down for her when she went through all her problems and that should be worth something, right? I brought her into my life, shared my children and I showed her family. Just because we broke up doesn't mean you can now be the one that puts a smile on her face. Why should you get her now, when her life is going well... I was there in the good times and in the bad. But she doesn't see that, but I will make her. I hate that she is interested in you! How dare you be different... And I know what you are thinking but so what, I see other people... tell them I'm over her.. lie to her about them... tell them I do want them instead of her, and cuddle with them at night... I still think of her when its convenient. And girl, I know its wrong to lie on you but I have to keep her all for me, you see. I know you can't really understand.. but if that means that I have to turn her against you with my lies so that she can stay just within arms reach, I will be selfish and do that... I'm just not ready to let her go.

I will admit you intimidate me but since I'm the ex-girlfriend I know I have to intimidate you too. We both know she will always take my side, even if I'm wrong. Stand up for me to you, and ignore my short comings... I have the power to convince her that you are the one that is the liar even though the truth is on the tip of my tongue, that its really me. I just wanted you to know, I will not be going away anytime soon... she owes me her life... how dare she be happy without me... how dare she be with you and enjoy her life... she should still want to be with me! I demand and I want all her attention for me.. even though I still want to run the streets and see whoever I please, she is still my option. And it doesn't matter if she's moved on, I will do what I can to bring her back.... Not to keep her, just to play with her...  I'm not done with her yet, Ms. Next...  And until I am, I will always be a problem for you. So don't be mad at her, be mad at me, because I am the last that should come in first.

Sincerely,

Her Ex-Girlfriend, Ms. Last

Tie me up and Lace me!

Grab my laces and pull me tighter

Until I can no longer exhale

Under the strong whale bone cage and delicate lace

Black, powerful, desired, strong

I am suffocating but I will not show

Breasts pushed up and throbbing from your tight hold

My body pumping with pleasurable pain

Flushed and barely able to breathe, I love you

Pull harder!

Grip my waist, harder

Tighter

Make me a goddess

Transform me,

Pull me to my limit

Start my rebirth, pull me through

With beauty comes pain

Cold metal and bone digging in my skin

Sustain my ageless body

I will never grow old

I'm Too Cool For You

:whisper:

'Take off your cool... I wanna see you..'

Baby..

..

.. don't be like that... 

you know that I'm just naturally too cool for this... I told you they call me Ice Cold.. Its not that I don't want to let you in but you will have to use a ice pick as a key to my heart

I can't say I'm like Omarion and I don't have a ice box but more like a glacier were my heart used to be..

I'm just to cool to tell you "I like you" but you should know that.. I mean.. you do know that right

My ego won't allow me to tell you that I smile when I think of you ... 

I feel cool water drip down my ribs when I see your dimples but you know.. I feel it melting... I .. well... I mean... you aiight...

...you should know.. I mean... you should see... that you might be The ONE.. I'm just too cool to tell you.. You understand right...

right...