My emotions went from heart broken to self-mended in less that 48 hours...
enlightening...
I realized today that one of my major flaws is that I am too loyal and trusting.. those characteristics people always want in a friend or a lover but they are the most unappreciated of them all...
I believe deeply in that belief that people are good and if you give all the things that you want in life, friendship and relationship they will be returned... I know... Golden Rule cliche...
anyway... long story short and even shorter... my day started off despondent... I cried until my cheeks were burning from the salty water and my eyes were crimson like I hadn't slept in 90 hours...
Heartbreak is not just something Kanye shamelessly markets... Heartbreak is bigger and fuller than what can fit on a 3:12 min song...
Fast forwarding because I honestly don't want to dwell on the pain... ... >> so my mother made red velvet cupcakes with my daughter :) I went to the Arden with my brother and his Kappa brother Trey, just to get out the house... and my Sin Twin met us up there :)
I got a cinnabun and I bought the pendant from Swarovski that I wanted for Christmas (on my blog "LISTED") ... and it ended up to be an okay day...
I realized that people are not going to return what you give... regardless how much you really want them to, or you believe that they will... some people will not appreciate you not matter what you do... No matter how loyal you are... No matter how "down" you are for them... sometimes... it just isn't meant to be... so that saying "It's not you, its me" ... isn't always cliche...
So... .. yea.. it really WAS you ... not me ....
enlightening...
I realized today that one of my major flaws is that I am too loyal and trusting.. those characteristics people always want in a friend or a lover but they are the most unappreciated of them all...
I believe deeply in that belief that people are good and if you give all the things that you want in life, friendship and relationship they will be returned... I know... Golden Rule cliche...
anyway... long story short and even shorter... my day started off despondent... I cried until my cheeks were burning from the salty water and my eyes were crimson like I hadn't slept in 90 hours...
Heartbreak is not just something Kanye shamelessly markets... Heartbreak is bigger and fuller than what can fit on a 3:12 min song...
Fast forwarding because I honestly don't want to dwell on the pain... ... >> so my mother made red velvet cupcakes with my daughter :) I went to the Arden with my brother and his Kappa brother Trey, just to get out the house... and my Sin Twin met us up there :)
I got a cinnabun and I bought the pendant from Swarovski that I wanted for Christmas (on my blog "LISTED") ... and it ended up to be an okay day...
I realized that people are not going to return what you give... regardless how much you really want them to, or you believe that they will... some people will not appreciate you not matter what you do... No matter how loyal you are... No matter how "down" you are for them... sometimes... it just isn't meant to be... so that saying "It's not you, its me" ... isn't always cliche...
So... .. yea.. it really WAS you ... not me ....
