The Truth

::If She ever left me I wouldn't even be sad no

Cause there's a blessin' in every lesson
And I'm glad that I knew hER at all::

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You helped define my future

Knowing that everything I want IS possible

I was very doubtful and will admit I've settled

Thinking I would never get everything I wanted and need in ONE person

But because of you, I know it IS possible

The intelligence, the beauty, the sensuality, the strength 

My brain has never been so stimulated

My body has never been so dominated

Even though you were never really mine

Your preview to my future featured film belonged to me

.. Thank you ..

Her Strength

Today, August 25 many woke up remember that a very talented singer named Aaliyah passed tragically... but today will be remember by many of us by the loss a very insiprational, warm hearted and leader in the LGBT community, Mr. Durand Robinson.

I had only met him two or three times while visiting his club but I remember his smile. I still remember how people around him looked and admired him and just wanted to say hi or take a picture with him.

Like I said, I didn't know him well but I do know his daughter and the princess of the legecy of Traxxx well and I truly admire her strenghten. I am not a very emotional person, but when I heard of his passing all I thought about was how she must be feeling. How her heart must be hurting from the loss of her only and dear father.

I admit.. I cried.. a lot... I cried for my friend.. I cried for her loss and I cried for the loss of a positive influence that our LGBT community...

We all lost that day... and we will never forget him


R.I.P. Mr. Durand Robinson

Jump Off Appreciation

**Inspired by Twitter Trending topic & Real Life**

"She want a nukka with no worries, no girlies, no lies and no stories.. Well I'm sorry, she ain't looking for me.."
Lil Wayne

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I just want to thank you for being there when she isn't

You know that you will never be the one because I already found her and you are okay with that fact

I don't have to remember your birthday, last name, and we don't have an anniversary

I never have to worry about you going through my phone or reading text message because you play your position

Thank you for keeping your mouth shut when you know I'm on the phone with her

And when I call you by her name during sex, I don't have to worry about you going off..

You've never tried to kiss me in the mouth.. girl, thank you

Leaving out of my back door so that my kids don't ever see you, because honestly I don't know how long I'm going to keep you around

You don't except a call back when you leave me a voicemail and are happy just to hear from me, even if I call you 3 days later

I love the way you get up in the middle of the night and just leave without me having to come up with an excuse on why you can't stay

You're awesome!

You know are NOT Mrs. Right BUT I will fuck you til she comes...